Rocking The Bontot

So u know, today is the exact date my father passed away for around 10years. (dont worry im cool when writng this blog). Sometimes im kinda having the flashback of arwah. But, so far im coping well. The best i can do is sedekah kan al-fatihah to arwah. Im very fortunate to be born in a moderate very happy family. I have a great mother who never left me alone by myself even kadang ada clashing opinion with her but thats normal la. My new abah so far ok. (even not that new pon). As long as abah can give mama happiness then it shouldnt be an issue. I wont be with mama for 24-7 kan. At least i have someone that i can count to, to look after my mother. I still remember our first taaruf abah and me. The surrounding was so-called stiff because i didnt talk at all-which very hard for me to do that ok! Malu la katakan. I was like "apahal mama ni bawak this guy ikot pg KB." Haish, what ever it is, it has passed and we r happy now.