Rocking The Bontot

PTPTN da masuk tadi. after bagai nak rak call sana sini apa masalah, at last.
things to have list:

1. Sony earphones
2. nike sport shoes
3. top
4. ray ban glasses
5. forever 21 bangles
6. Roxy bikini suit (lalala)
7. new wedges (cause the old one kena sapu dgn sape tah-geram betol)

tapi, mama took some and simpan. tak aci. i got berapa je untuk belanja bulan ni. looks like, no shopping lah. ingat boleh la beli something for myself. tak pe, tak pe.

My new obsession. tak tau lah lama mana tahan ni. sama jugak masa nak beli PSP dulu. bila tak ada, nak gila-gila. bila ada, bukan nya main pun. buat dengar lagu je. baik beli mp3.(jangan beli mp4, cepat rosak). but, i did my research, its suitable for beginner, saving up, rm2k plus, plus for it. mama, i need extra house work!

i was just walking from Islamic Aqidah's class. it was raining but, its okay, sejuk sikit. then tokwan called, telling nenek is not quite well, she's in the hospital. but, dont worry she's fine. so, i was like, oh okay, nanti kaknik pegi.
later, after few secs, ciktan call.

ciktan: kaknik tau nenek masuk hospital?
kaknik: tau. tokwan call tadi cakap.
ciktan: oh, nenek has been in the hospital for three days.
kaknik: oh, i didnt knw.
ciktan: just so u know, nenek's health is bad. her heart could not pump
well.she's in quite serious condition.
kaknik: .........
ciktan:kaknik, are u listening
kaknik: ya, im here.
ciktan:sorry if my call upset u. i know u would react this way but i just want u to know nenek's condition. dont worry, she'll be fine. just pray hard, and tawakal.
kaknik: i will.
ciktan: ok, anything u call me. take care.
kaknik: ok. u too.

i hang up, i cried in the rain. (tak percaya tanya jehan)
moral of the story, i love my nenek, even selalu bertekak.
so, appriciate selagi boleh, jangan sampai dah tak ada baru nak sedih.

OMG. I dont know that if god really wants to test me, im done with it. i cant take it anymore. idk, whats the problem, but there must be something wrong with my ptptn, all the time. tak cukup ini la, itu la. kalau bukan sebab i nak belanja lebih sikit for my trip, tak hingin nak berkejar kemari, print itu ini. plus, i still have tons of assginments to be completed. da la Islamic Aqidah, kena buat balik. ya tuhan, berikan aku kekuatan, sesungguhnya aku hamba lemah dan hina. tak tertanggung dengan beban yang kau beri.

Ways to Make a Girl Smile


1. Tell her she is beautiful (not hot, fine, or sexy)
2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.
3 .Kiss her on the forehead.
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5 . Always tell her you love her every second of the day.
6 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.
7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
10 . Write her notes. (she loves them)
11 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend.
12 . Play with her hair.
13 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her.
14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.
15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes.
16 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night . . . just because you missed her.
17 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
18. Carve your names into a tree.
19 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.
20 . Give her piggyback rides.
21 . Bring her flowers
22 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.
23 . Look her in the eyes and smile.
24 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.
25 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.
26 . Kiss her in the rain.
27 . If your in love with her . . . tell her.

Happy Ramadhan everyone! jom kita berazam kurus ramai-ramai!

cuti 2 minggu! alamak hai. apa nak buat! final da habisss. merdeka laaa. im going back to kelantan this fridayyy. yeay me!

I had tilawah placement test today. i think i did bad. Arghhh. NVM. i had a date with My murdy bum. Shop a bit. he bought a football shoes from nike, and i bought shoes from Topshop for class. and both of us bought the environmental bag from quiksilver adn roxy to support saving the earth. LOL. nway, he looks different being bold but whatever it is, he is mine=).

Chapter 3

In the months ahead, after sharing countless hours getting to know each other, and building and sharing wonderful memories, and becoming confidantes, they decided this friendship was worth going further and fell in love and became lovers. They knew each others most intimate secrets, and shared their lives both as individuals and as a couple. They taught each other many new things, and helped each other when days were blue..whether it be a shoulder to lean on, an ear to listen, or a hug when needed.. haha.They made everything they did together fun...whether it be going to the grocery store, out to dinner, a movie, eating gummi worms, or just hanging out doing nothing. They knew after sometime that they were meant to be soul mates, to be together, and they did this with unspoken words.. with just little things unsaid, their eyes, their hearts, their belief in each other, commitment, loyalty, honesty, love, trust. They shared many of the same ideas and beliefs.And they will always be.

Mai tumase pyar karata hun. lol.

In memory(2008 eid mubarak)

Pfft! Nabila called me this morning (fyi, im buying fishes by the time she's calling till my phone smells like fish!) She told me that offer letter had been issued n i got into Gombak!! (we know that before, tp xpe lah!) I got mahallah Ameenah, even i was hoping to get into Asiah. But, nvm la any mahallah ok je. Kyra had agree to be my roomate. Again. I was so excited about getting in but not ready to leave home yet. Hmmp, but Gombak is so tempting. LOL. Cant wait to see Farah (cause we plan to go to gigs n hopefully kali ni jadi), Along, Tie, Bal, Nani! See you guys in thereeeeeee.

The birthday boy!

(the one in Grey-bday boy ain't sound rite kan?)